so now i'm feeling this tremendous pressure to make something of myself and study HARD and be beautiful and work out and wear makeup and take time to do my hair more often and to clean and read as much as possible, but spend more time on math all because of this stupid test. because look at that, and how much better i could've done, and how lackadasical my entire life is and it's only going to make me fail in everything i'll ever try at. 1100 is the loneliest number.