i always tend to wake up before everybody else--7:40 on a sunday morning and this house is quieter than it ever has been. i feel like loose ends need to be tied up and a bit disombobulated. gah i don't like this feeling at all. i s'pose i'm just feeling a little stuck, a little pushed, a little stretched in the position i'm in right now. but i'm not entirely sure what that position is.

but i mustn't. because gah, i'm the only one controlling this feeling. and i say no. i'm gonna go sneak hommus and chips and say prayers because today is sunday loverly and i'm going to wear a blue skirt with a green, polka-dotted frog on it.

current mood: defiant of myself
current music: lonely day by phantom planet