Sunday, March 20, 2005

endmusictoa film

i'm having an ifeelbadaboutmyself attack. the kind where i go through all of the things i'm doing wrong in my head and how i don't know what to do about college and i feel like i'm lying to everyone i know and i feel awful because i want to be having this amazing wonderful beautiful time but it's all getting overshadowed by what i'm doing wrong--and what's going wrong. and i feel sad inside, like at the end of a movie that doesn't go right and there's no consolation, just a slow song over ending credits.


Blogger Christa said...

College is college. If you go to BYU or stay in Pennsylvania or go to France, whatever, you'll still continue to be my best friend, always and forever.

12:03 AM  

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