Saturday, March 26, 2005


i don't know how much of this is me and how much is him but it seems like it's getting closer and closer to the l-word. which is terrifying, because what about next year and what about if he breaks my heart and there's nothing that i can do to protect against it because i'm too far gone but oh, he's so dreamy sometimes. there are these moments where i feel like i'm going to explode because i'm so happy and then i have to hold back tears just as quickly because i know that it'll end sometime. but i didn't ever quite realize why christa agonized over it because i thought i could be so spontaneous and jump into love headfirst but now that it's here i'm just as scared as she was.


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