Today I felt perfectly Ashley. I didn't try to dress a certian way, didn't wear makeup as was debated for quite some time, and did my hair up with a pen. =) After a conversation with Christa and Roxie but before the one with Ariel, I sat outside in the little niche between our house and the building next door reading Spilling Open. I laid in the grass and swam in the wind, singing The Softies to myself as I walked up and down the concrete wall next to the sidewalk.

I was talking to Ariel and after mistaking my age, said "I still feel fourteen....I still feel six." And sometimes that fits so well.