I'm sick and tired of everyone putting emphasis on physical beauty. I know I'm pretty, that's great and fine and everything, but nothing really changes if someone says that....I just want to be a beautiful person, and I really don't feel beautiful.

Found out Faiad does drugs today. Lots of 'em. And I'm SICK and tired of everyone and everything...I really really thought I had made a difference, and I just love him more than anything. I don't want him to do this. I can't change it, and I just...I wish he remembered the quiet times we had together. Where the world wasn't interfering. I love him so much. I can't belive it.....