Lately I've been really confused about why I'm here. Not like, religion, exactly, but how did everything start...before God. It's hard to imagine something that never ends, much less never starts. I suppose it's just my mortal mind [muhahaha-evil villan] that's unable to comprehend infinity....but still. It's confusing. And the horrible part is, I feel almost guilty about wondering. But it's good to wonder...right? I don't know what I belive. I don't have any of the big stuff in question, tho. Maybe I'm just desperately curious about the afterlife. Yeah. maybe....? Man, I'm confused.