I'm very much stuck in a dreamlike blue and brilliant yellow and complimenting green mood. Mandy said it's been an Ashley day, and I must say I agree. This weekend was worth anything and everything, I remembered who I am, I painted, I danced and I laughed louder than I can remember. There is truly nothing [and no one] that could possibly replace Miss Ariel.

The Beatles are watching over me as I sleep, and I wake up looking at the Joy of Life or a mural, depending on which way I'm facing. Finger painting and fantasies adorn my walls and for the first time in a long time, I have a crush on a boy. But it's very hush hush, let's keep it just between us, shall we?