Every day I disappoint myself a little bit more. It makes me sad that the world would make me feel this way. But then I listen to Tonight Tonight, and everything is fine. I'm stuck in the surrealistic clouds of thier video, and I'm perfect. I wish I had somewhere to be outside. Somewhere really wonderful, with the stars and it's not cold, but not incredibly hot. Maybe I'll find it this summer. Now all I have to decide whether or not to get the CD before I get my guitar.....or before I help Christa fly up. But I'll probably put away the hundred dollars, then save up twenty or so and buy the record. That is, unless someone wants to buy it for me ;)