Wednesday, November 30, 2005

i am a fashion whore

i realized today that i have eleven hoodies in my wardrobe. of those, four are black.

i didn't even count the cardigans.

....i'm disgusting.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

google image search results for 'beauty'

Monday, November 28, 2005

we are losers.

HMSwrecked: teh internets are being very slow over here
teh kurt: mine is being teh f45t as 41\/\/4y5
HMSwrecked: wow you are the biggest dork ever
HMSwrecked: i mean 3v3r
teh kurt: i ithink you mean 3\/4R

Tuesday, November 22, 2005


i'm home.
in my pajamas and listening to weezer. plus mia is coming over soon and i want to buy my mom something shiny for her birfday.

anyways, in spirit of the hollidays, i am thankful for: bolts of cloth, ink pens, thick paper, portable music, lyric archives that help me fake it, secret-telling being hereditary, playdates, sunshine, and my family.

Saturday, November 19, 2005


things i like, today:

new firefox
that snoring lump in my bed
my pick your posion shirt
breakfast at the commonplace
being able to drive again
animal crackers
wheat bread

Monday, November 14, 2005


i am stuck here, in pittsburgh.
i'm missing my second hour anthropology exam, a paper on colonization and imperialism that was due today, and PAUL RUSESABAGINA.
i feel like i'm going to cry. this is the first time i didn't want to be here and yet.
it's ooookay.

i wrote that more for me than for you. sorry.

more on this weekend at a later date. there was fire, diner, and dress-ups.

Friday, November 11, 2005


he: but i am for the not really a religious person, but something about the nation of isreal makes me smile???

not big on porn, but i like my porn like i like my gasoline HIGH TEST
you mean grade?

she: turn it up when it gets to my picolo solo.

Thursday, November 10, 2005


so there's this kind of unspoken etiquette for those who walk around campus with white headphones. most people act like they're not listening to anything at all, earphones cooly in place while they strut from class to class. i've seen it on every campus i've been to.

and i can't seem to get it right. i fumble with my earphones because they don't fit right no matter how hard i try and i'm not very good at "not singing along". especially when clap your hands say yeah come on, then i warble along and bop my head with every beat. sometimes i try to spin in midstep and i look like i'm in saved the last dance only a lot clumsier and it's hard to twirl with a heavy tote bag slipping off your shoulder.

i think i'm the biggest dork here.

otherwise, today wasn't bad at all. the forecast called for snow but all we got was rain before i woke up. since then it's been cold. not chilly, not hm a sweater would be nice, but my nose is red and hands hiding in pockets cold. i got a coat when i went to the wedding a few weeks ago and it's long and black and tweed and with the sky doing all of the lovely winter things it does i realize how much is before us. it's vast, wanting and waiting to be filled up with words and books and images and sounds and nothing compares to these beginings.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

anarchy in raleigh

best part of today's letter from kyle:

How is teh college? Heard you're broke! Cool, very punk! Go hungry! Don't conform to food! It's so corporate-clonesk to eat. Maybe my words will encourage you. there is always speed and art. are you obsessed with the word manifesto yet? How about lisp? I mean lithp. As to my punkness: I totally threw up last week.


PeLo LoCo87: consider this my official endorsement of Blarney Irish Castle Cheese

new record

so the wallace water outage is making me hold it until i go to class at 11:45. beat that.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005


being sick at school is significantly crappier than being sick at home. i remember almost hoping i'd get sick so i'd have an excuse to miss school for a day, watch tv for six hours straight, and be brought soup and other foodstuffs at the pleasure of my pallate.
and here? well, i just made myself instant oatmeal. i could also make myself cup of noodle, which i've already eaten twice this week. i coud make popcorn, cereal, or eat saltines. the only good food is a quarter mile walk and i wish i hadn't wasted all those days when i was feeling under the weather pushing along and waking up every morning.