Friday, November 30, 2001

Today was very bleh. Lucia's in the hospital b/c she OD'd, and Kat gave her some advil before she knew anything is going on and everything's just...bleh. And I don't want to BE here, I'd much rather just be able to be sad about all that's going on. I always try try try to help these people and all that happens is tears and regrets from opening myself up so much. Why can't it be better? I want to be happy.

Wednesday, November 28, 2001

_______ is a beautiful thing.

What's your idea? []
Music is beautiful. AJ [a thousand times thank you] made me a CD with music videos on it. Among them are-Smashing Pumpkins-1979, Try try try, Thirty Three, Stand Inside Your Love/The Verve-Bittersweet Symphony/The Cranberries-Dreams/U2-Sweetest Thing.
And they're so beautiful. Especially 1979. It's gorgeous and I love it SO so much. Stand Inside Your Love is quite quite strange, but is one of their very few love songs, and Billy Corgan is always good. Even with the scary eye make up. I'm so girlishly in love with him-isn't infatuation fun?!

Ice cream is delicious! and so is finally having Siamese Dream, Machina, and I re-bought the greatest hits CD!!! I haven't gotten to listen to it, I've been to thrilled with having Hummer and Wound to listen to, but I promise I will, and I'll tell you all about them. =)

Sunday, November 25, 2001

polarREL: hey, can't talk doing human genome project
Punkyelhsa: What?! A human gnome project?!
polarREL: yes
Punkyelhsa: what's that?
polarREL: biology thingie that i missed on Wed. so i have to do it now
polarREL: =P
Punkyelhsa: You're studying gnomes? In science?
polarREL: genomes
polarREL: not gnomes
Punkyelhsa: what's the difference?
polarREL: lol
Punkyelhsa: no seriously, what's the difference?
polarREL: one is a statue in your garden and one is a cell thing
Punkyelhsa: ohhhhh!!
polarREL: lol
Punkyelhsa: what if there was a staue of a cell in your garden?
polarREL: yea...
Punkyelhsa: what would that be called?
polarREL: a cell statue??
Punkyelhsa: yes
Punkyelhsa: thanks for clearing that one up

Friday, November 16, 2001

Punkyelhsa: I think I'm gonna go hole up in my room for a while....lie in the fetal position, suck my thumb, make hit lists.
Punkyelhsa: That sort of thing.
seabassruns: cool
seabassruns: ok
Punkyelhsa: alrighty, bye

I think that says it all.

Wednesday, November 07, 2001

Came home 'sick' today from school. Shh! My stomach hurt a little bit...but I really doubt I missed anything. I needed sleep, anyways. I came home and caught up on the missed shuteye from being conned into staying up till 12 by insomnia. That insomnia's a tricky one, it is!

Anywho...=) I have nothing to say. lol. At all. This is getting frustrating.

Tuesday, November 06, 2001

Punk is so fun. =) I had a pretty good day yesterday with Beth and Nicole. We didn't really do much, just TC and hanging out...anywho. I have nothing to write about.

Thursday, November 01, 2001

I got told I have a nice nose today. =) I really do think it's the little things that make you raise your head up.