Saturday, May 26, 2001

Punk and ska and all the good stuff Mandy introduced me to. I want a life. Boring Saturday's suck. "When they call for me I'll be at my desk with a gun to my head wearing a bullet proof vest my my my how the time does fly when you know you're gonna die by the end of the night".

Catch22 is awesome.

Saturday, May 19, 2001

Today was a day. Not a sad day, not a thinking day, not anything exceptional. And yet in every way it was. I didn't do anything out of the ordinary. Hrm hrm hrm hrm hrm. Today was a hrm day. I miss Christa, but I'll probably be able to see her this summer, so that's alright. Just knowing I have a friend like that helps tremendously.

I love using big words. I wish I didn't confuse so many people, though.

The other day in science class I devolped my first theory. One that hasn't already been established unlike my view on linear time. It was along the lines if someone created energy (truly created, which would be against the Law of Conservation of Energy) then somehow the world's balance (if there is one) would be disturbed and something would happen to the world...I'd like to gain the knowledge to explore it. =)

Wednesday, May 16, 2001

I've never really gotten to a turning point in my life. I'm not really at one now. It's more of a quarter turn. Bus is here!!!

Saturday, May 12, 2001

Every day I disappoint myself a little bit more. It makes me sad that the world would make me feel this way. But then I listen to Tonight Tonight, and everything is fine. I'm stuck in the surrealistic clouds of thier video, and I'm perfect. I wish I had somewhere to be outside. Somewhere really wonderful, with the stars and it's not cold, but not incredibly hot. Maybe I'll find it this summer. Now all I have to decide whether or not to get the CD before I get my guitar.....or before I help Christa fly up. But I'll probably put away the hundred dollars, then save up twenty or so and buy the record. That is, unless someone wants to buy it for me ;)

Saturday, May 05, 2001

Ginny's over, and we're absolutely facinated with Tacky Glue. It's fun. More later.....

All I'm saying right now is The Mummy wasn't that great, but I had a pretty good time anyways.

Friday, May 04, 2001

"When I Grow Up" by Garbage. Thanks, Christa. This is now one of my favorite songs. So far, today has been good. But then again, it's only 10. My mom let me stay home from school b/c last night I had written two essays on the computer (for English and Civics) and it crashed. Me being the genius I am, I hadn't saved any of it. So I get to spend the whole day on the computer researching Lane Cake. Oh the joys of being a teen....

In a way, I am kinda grateful for pop. It helps me appreciate all of the other music. People think the only pop is Britney and N'Sync. No one realizes how much of it is out there (haha, it sounds like some kind of disease.....well put). They say MTV has returned to rock, and yet the only rock they have on thier countdowns is Limp Biskit. That's not even real music, much less real rock. I just wish I could make people see. Or maybe I don't, maybe I'm just saying that because I know I won't ever be able to. Maybe, what if, I guess.....

I'm going to take a bubble bath.

Thursday, May 03, 2001

People...suck. Just that. They all suck. And I hate more than anything else making decisions that I now regret. Even about things that haven't happened yet. Maybe I'll be suprised. I hope so. Being cynical helps, but not even I can ignore everything I feel. I wish I could.

Stupidness....I wish Christa was here. That's it. I wish there was no one else around, and if anyone came they would be perfect. Like us :) But anyways, back to reality. Bah. Bah to it all....